i'm a doubting thomas.

I'm angry. I'm confused. I'm full of questions. I'm full of doubt & awkwardly fearful of what good would come if I had answers to all of my questions. Cancer. The one word that instantly makes me feel sick at just the sound of hearing it. It's such a small word, but that small word has taken & effected such huge, impactful lives. I've seen what cancer can do to a person. To that person's spirit, their life, their family, their body & their faith. My mind feels like a whirlwind right now...I'm flooded with tears for several reasons and frusterations. I can't type as fast as my mind is racing. I can't seperate the truths that are stored in my heart from the lies that are floating in my head. screen desperate to pour out all my honest feelings and thoughts...but I can't seem to do so. Cancer. I hate it. It continues to plague the ones I hold ever so dear to my heart. 

Situations, moments such as these tend to find me at my weakest, lowest point. I cannot express the multitude of times where I have been ready to walk away from my faith & beliefs...all because of this one thing that keeps coming back into my life & the lives of my family.

tired & so fed up.

monday nights.

i CAN live on bread alone.

i love this old 60's 70's band, so much. they are great.

friends are nice.

i'm thankful for this friend.

ringing it in.

I am in awe. God is good. People can be, too. I have been shown more love in the last month than I've seen in my life. I don't even know how to describe it. I underestimate people. I really do.

There is much to smile about.

Vague? Probably...but hey.

I'm ready for warm weather. I like the idea of no shoes.

i'm thankful. ...for everything. Where do I start? For the beauty of creation, for art; for photography, for finally beginning to feel inspired and actually DO art again, for the joy I can't not feel. My life is taking off, and I don't plan to be left behind this time.

the big A-T-L

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