I'm angry. I'm confused. I'm full of questions. I'm full of doubt & awkwardly fearful of what good would come if I had answers to all of my questions. Cancer. The one word that instantly makes me feel sick at just the sound of hearing it. It's such a small word, but that small word has taken & effected such huge, impactful lives. I've seen what cancer can do to a person. To that person's spirit, their life, their family, their body & their faith. My mind feels like a whirlwind right now...I'm flooded with tears for several reasons and frusterations. I can't type as fast as my mind is racing. I can't seperate the truths that are stored in my heart from the lies that are floating in my head. screen desperate to pour out all my honest feelings and thoughts...but I can't seem to do so. Cancer. I hate it. It continues to plague the ones I hold ever so dear to my heart.
Situations, moments such as these tend to find me at my weakest, lowest point. I cannot express the multitude of times where I have been ready to walk away from my faith & beliefs...all because of this one thing that keeps coming back into my life & the lives of my family.
tired & so fed up.
