Friday, October 27, 2006

day uno.

writer's block has plagued me for about a year now. i don't write. i only have people. but all of them keep moving away or leaving the country for missions. guess it's a good thing. i need something to jumpstart in my brain so i have an alternate means to retain my sanity.

as much as i hate to admit it (even to myself), i'm a very dependent person. i need something to lean on when i wear myself out from all my commitments. i need to sing. i need to write. i need to create. i need people. i need to love. i need something to pour myself into when the rest of the world is wearing me thin. all these things are wonderful, but i think they are becoming a crutch.

i like starting over. i'm starting over...again.

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